The End of ME.

Joy was singing "THE END OF ME" in class today, and it set me thinking.

What I am doing right now.

1. Eating as much as I can.
2. Thinking of ways to end my life.
3. Talking to Sean.
4. Thinking that I should plan to murder my entire family then myself. Wipe all of us out, so we dont need to live on this meagre pay which my mother's husband think is sufficient. I so know there are others out there living a worse life than me. I SHOULDN'T BE COMPLAINING.
5. Thinking that I shouldn't end my life, because I have God.

If I do end my life...
1. I'll be sending those who care for me into a state of depression (or maybe not).
2. I can't sit for my O's and show my mother's husband how smart I am.
3. I can't do a lot of things.
4. I can't find my love. Like who wants to spend the rest of their life with Nat Fern anyway.


You'll most probably see me on the papers real sooon.
Obituaries.

Bye world. This is not the last post. So don't worry.


Nat is out.