Virginity

Everywhere you go, people are non-virgins, and how many actually dare to say they are PURE. CLEAN.
Very few, sadly.

Well, it's been really horrible for me this entire year. People coming up to me, telling me..
"Hey, I've lost it."


And yes. What more pain does one endure especially when it is a person you love who tells you that he/she has lost his/her virginity.

I SWEAR THE PAIN IS UNBEARABLE. Too much even for an adult to bear.


Infatuations... People say what I go through is merely an infatuation.
I doubt it. I know what it's like to love.
But as a kid, I can't bring myself to do anything more than just stare at you from a distance.


This question has been resounding in my head ever since god knows when.
"Why do guys require girls to be virgins, when they themselves screw every girl they see?"

FUCK.


Physics paper tomorrow, I better concentrate.
Besides, there's nothing I can do now.
He's lost it.
The one I ever loved.
Seems like the truth is hurting me like a thousand knives going through my heart.

WELL NAT!
This fucked up world seems to be turning its back against you.