Nat! You're quite useless!

Nat! You're quite useless!

While most of the secondary threes are out there having fun, there were -in some 6 classrooms in a school at Farrer Road- lessons going on today.

I must say this HEADSTART is a good idea, but hey. I feel stressed out already.

Reading so many people's blogs, I feel quite useless.
They all got something that they excel in... Something useful...

I excel in something quite worthless. Ministry Work. The evangelisation of God's word.
Problem is. No one quite listens these days. ):

I DON'T excel in my cca. CHOIR? HMM.
I DON'T deserve to be house captain. I feel as though I'm the cause for the constant last placing of my house.
I DON'T deserve to be in the Parish Youth Council in my church.
I DON'T deserve to be a leader in Legion.
I DON'T deserve all the love. Especially after all the shit that has happened to me this month.

And, what's more...

I DON'T DO WELL IN MY EXAMS.

Nat, buck up. You know you have to.
You know you want that single digit.

"It's not that you don't understand, it's just that you have to keep away from all distractions in your life Nat.

Nat, don't let me down.

Os Os Os. It's just Os.

COOL IT NAT."

Thanks.

Shit. I'm talking to the walllll.

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On a happier note, I controlled my temper VERY well today.
No one other than Errol and I went to church to lead the rosary and I felt completely pissed at that point of time. [And yeah, I held it in (this is childish, yes).]

They ALWAYS depend on a few people to say the rosary, and this has been going on for four years! LEGION, you gotta buck up.

Also, I managed another PB of climbing 22 stories within 2 minutes and 54 seconds.
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I was looking through my pictures, and I really miss the time where we climbed Mount Ophir. The first mountain I ever conquered. With the help of God, and friends.
It was the literally closest to heaven Nat's ever been.

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Another dilemma for Nat Fern.

Party with Amplify? vs Halloween Party at UAN?

Venue: Amplify at Bugis. UAN at Newton.

Time: Both are in the evening.

It's difficult. Considering that you don't want to let both PARTIES (group of people) down.
NOOOO.

Dear Lord,

All I want is you right now.

Stay beside me.

Really.

Amen.

I once was lost, but now i'm found

So far away, but now I'm home.

And my lifesong sings to YOU.

I once was blind, but now I see.

I don't know how, but when He touched me.

I once was blind, but now I see.

I once was dead, but now I live.

Now I give my life to you.

Empty Hands held high

Such Small sacrifice

If not joined with my life

I sing in vain tonight

May the words I say

And the things I do

Make my lifesong sing

Bring a smile to you