A little God-High and RANDOM-NESS

DRUMS.

Whoo.
I'm going to RE-learn it.
Play it professionally by next year.

And play for amplify!
Elijah's going to teach me.



That desire for God hit an ALL-TIME high today (for this entire month).

I'm still God-high.


And I made a really SLOW realisation today.
I wasted the last two years of my life. Doing something completely worthless.

I thought you were.....

If I thought and you think... WHO CONFIRMS?

Thanks God. For sending that message down to me.


I'm feeling rather random now. So many thoughts racing through my head right now.

1. I haven't gone for rosary session this entire week other than Monday.
2. I don't know if Eugene still wants to borrow my camera, Chennai has many professional pickpockets.
3. I dislike choir. I don't know why I joined it. So much for the love of singing.
4. I just realised that I've been very rude to my mother for the past few days.
5. I also just realised I've been lying much more than usual. ): To get myself outta shit.
6. I need to start studying.
7. I love God.
8. FAT = HAPPY. But it doesn't mean skinny = sad.
9. I LOVE AMPLIFY. And I love the people that keep me going back. Esp Larris. Thanks. From the bottom of my heart.
10. Making friends is great. But I think I'm over doing it. Slow down Nat.
11. I've been eating a lot more these days. With an ankle that hurts, it's difficult to burn.
12. I feel stupid. I need to start reading the papers again.
13. I still love God.
14. I want to re-live my YISS.
15. I feel useless. Fact is, I'm not.
16. I'm still MONEYLESS.
17. I need to start doing something passionately.
18. Ministry work is calling me. I'm still here. WHY. AGE? Guess so.
19. God. I NEED YOU.
20. Melancholy is not what I need right now.
21. SOMEONE. I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO.




Time. As everyone knows. Once gone, can never come back.
I think the same goes for words.
Opportunities too.
I think I've let time, words and opportunities slip away too easily.

Just like this hourglass.