PENTECOST?

I was talking to Brendan online, and he noticed something about my display picture, WHICH IS SERIOUSLY COOL.

Observe:
Above each of our heads is a light. Doesn't this remind you guys of pentecost? Where tongues of fire descended upon each of the apostles heads?

COOLNESS. Unexpected.

Strong Family Ties?

Strong Family Ties?

A family that prays together stays together. This statement by Father William Goh has indeed woke me up from all this self denial that I've been living in. Family ties are important and plays a very huge role in ones life.

Child's perspective:

Parents are our role models. Whatever activities they participate in, or whatever attitude they possess, it is most likely we'll pick them up.
Majority of the parents in this age do not possess this IMPORTANT quality to effective parenting.
What exactly is this quality? HUMILITY my friends.
Parents do not want to admit the mistakes they have made. And they do not take the first step in asking their child(ren) if they have felt offended in any way possible. This is the greatest downfall in parenting I feel.
Without the openess of the parent, how is the child expected to open up to his/her perent(s) and share with them their views on a certain issue?

Parent's perspective:

Children are our life. We will give up anything and everything just for their happiness. However, most of us do not know and are not comfortable in expressing our love. Awkwardness has transfromed into a barrier between us and our kids. We try to give them the best of everything, however some things just do not work out. And when they do not... We blame the kids.



I got this from a real parent. And the kid? Well, that's my take on parents.


How about a family?
What makes up a good family?

Throw away that mentality that I prefer this parent to the other. Or, I prefer this child to the other because he/she is a lot more capable and willing to express herself.
When you are raising a child, CHILDREN in fact, you are not dealing with similar characters within the same family. Each and every child requires certain parenting styles.
Some require less attention than others. Some require more affirmation than others.

Parenting, isn't an individualistic task.
It is where two people, bonded together through marriage, decides to raise a child.
A child DEFINITELY comes about when a male and a female participates in sexual activity or any other sort of scientific methods.
Therefore, isn't it the job of the parents to WORK together to raise the child?

This thought occurred to me.
It wouldn't make the child jealous to see his/her parents being so LOVING towards each other.
But it would definitely make a child sad to see his/her parents engaging in verbal or physical clashes.


A family who prays together stays together.
Pray and stay together.
As children. Let's try to be as obedient as possible. (:

The truth about dating.

This is one great clip.

click click.

It shows us the GOOD guys in society. And yes, girls. Take it from the last guy. DO NOT THROW YOURSELVES at them.
Great pointer.

Have fun!

PORN

VIDEO TIME AGAIN.
This time, it's not about Singapore Idol. It's not some comedy clip.

It's something more serious kids. It's called PORNOGRAPHY.
It's become so taboo for some of us.

CLICK HERE!

(cant insert the vid in. something wrong i suppose)

Internet pornography is probably one of the most wide spread, unspoken struggle in a man's life. Because of how easily accessible (sometimes unintentionally) it is, it presents a significant challenge to avoid completely.

Many of us, especially men, struggle privately with it, sometimes on a daily basis. Covered by a layer of secrecy and shame, this makes it even more difficult to deal with.I hope this great Music Video by Mr J entitled 'Constance', sheds some light on it. Check it out. Also I've included some thoughts to help us in this very real battle.

• Pornography is degrading. It promotes sexual acts without providing a relational context, thus sex becomes impersonal. It does not address the needs for relationship, honesty and intimacy with a spouse. Therefore, pornography leads men to become preoccupied with only sexual acts. Consumption of pornography by men raises the likelihood of sexual violence against women.
• Pornography exploits women, treating them as sexual objects to fulfill the sexual desires of men.
  
• Pornography is also damaging to relationships, particularly to marriage. Men who are involved in pornography often end up with unrealistic sexual desires in regards to frequency, type of sexual acts engaged in, a woman's response, etc. Pornography is a make believe world - but can become the "standard" for sexual behavior for those who become addicted to it.

Internet porn, specifically, has been called the “crack cocaine of sexual addiction” by Dr. Robert Weiss of the Sexual Recovery Institute.

Pornography is an especially tough issue. The great news is that God is the God of forgiveness and restoration. No matter where we are, what we've done, or what we're trapped in... God can and will forgive, heal and restore.

Thanks Leo! for the wonderful input!

Seven facts about me.

seven RANDOM facts about me:
1. I sing in the shower.
2. I tend to sleep on my stomach, face down.
3. I HATE rice.
4. I love brushing my teeth.
5. Drinking liquids in between meals for me is a no-no.
6. I'm anti-dieting.
7. I don't eat after 9 pm.

seven things that scare me:
1. sudden flying objects.
2. People who cant sing and they join singing contests?
3. ANOREXICS.
4. Nothing much.

seven favourite songs:
WAY TOO MUCH.
Snow patrol, Muse, The Afters, Secondhand Serenade, Goo Goo Dolls, The Veronicas. Basically bands.
HILLSONG! Sonicflood.

seven things i like most:
1. Going to church.
2. BLOGGING.
3. Dancing.
4. Producing adrenaline.
5. Getting high.
6. EATING!
7. Studying. BELIEVE IT OR NOT. I actually like it.

seven people to do this:
I WANT HANSEL TO DO IT! Wahaha.
Other six people. WHOEVER.



Anw. There was a dance examination today. Danced the mambo.
Great. (:
More flexible. More hip movement. More dance appeal.
PERFECT.

SALSA UP NEXT!

Recent tests. 73% for LAST BIO TEST FOR THE YEAR.
90% for LAST AMATH TEST FOR THE YEAR.



BLOG TO LIVE?
LIVE TO BLOG?

UP THERE SINGING ONE DAY

ONE DAY, I'LL BE UP THERE SINGING.

And one day. I'll make it big.

Just you wait and watch world.

Even the wildest of dreams come true.

Nobody's Watching Part 1

Nobody's Watching Part 2

Nobody's Watching Part 3

SINGAPORE IDOL GRAND FINALS! Finally.

It's now 8.15pm. The show has just begun. Tension is building up in the Singapore Indoor Stadium.
Jon fans in WHITE,
Hady fans in BLUE.

GET READY TO SCREAM YOUR LUNGS OUT.

8.16: It's starting again.

8.33: Both Idols have performed their first song.

AND I MELTED INTO A PUDDLE OF MYSELF AGAIN!

Because JON SANG CHASING CARS!

Hady was great too. He works the stage as if he was born on it.

8.53: JON IS SO SEXY! And I dream to be there one day too. WORK ON IT NAT.
Hady went off pitch for the FIRST TIME EVER, it was a great attempt. A guy singing a song sung by a female artiste. Good job.

9.11: Hady definitely gave the audience wings. He lifted the entire Indoor Stadium up with his vocals.
Jon sang that final song, a local song, with so much conviction. He has definitely boosted the music scene for Singapore. Thank you Jon SO MUCH FOR BELIEVING IN SINGAPORE.

There is an important announcement coming up right after the break.

THE LINES ARE OPEN. SO START VOTING!

TO VOTE FOR JONTHAN.

Call the number 1900-112-1901

OR

SMS the number 1 to 43657 (IDOLS)

TO VOTE FOR HADY

Call the number 1900-112-1902

OR

SMS the number 2 to 43657 (IDOLS)

EXAMS: Important announcement.

HELLO HELLO!

Anyone who needs help in any math subject. Can come to me (:

I FEEL HELPFUL!

Science too. CHEM? (:

Blogs are updated!

ALL BLOGS ARE UPDATED!
GO TAKE A LOOK.


Legion
The Singaporean Eater
Milk and Oreo



Oh yes, Singapore Idol tonight.

Responsorial Psalm today was FANTASTIC.

And what's more. I got to talk to him.


Thank you dear Lord for this chance.

I can never stop loving you.



SINGAPORE IDOL Grand Finals Tomorrow!
Please do vote for JON!

Dream of a Mother.

I totally take back what I said about ACS.




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When I was much younger, I always thought I could be anything I wanted to be. I shared these dreams with my mother who was always there to give me the support just like any loving mother would.

I never walked on this path alone. Never.

Whenever I turned around, she was there, holding out her arms. Just waiting to catch me, just in case I fall and end up hurting myself. I used to giggle at this thought, because I thought I was the best and never would fall.

She never did say anything. Her gentle smile was all she gave as a response. I awaited the day. The day where I could walk side by side with my mother, and share with her my joy, laugher, and even pain.

I grew older, and the path grew wider, and more forks appeared on that path. Soon, two became three, and three seemed like there were millions of paths that I could take. I turned back, hoping to ask that figure which I gave utmost respect to.

But, her face. It was different. Misery.

That was what I saw. Her face contorted with an expression that I could not fathom. What was it then?
Have not I been a good daughter?
Have not I given her the respect she deserves?

I looked at her intensely. She hung her head... "so...r...ry." She drew her breath as though each breath caused her a thousand knives to be penetrated through her thorax.

My mind was in a whirl, I could not comprehend what was happening at that point of time. I drew closer to her, and wanted to just give her a hug. Hoping to give her the support that she has given me all this time. When I faced her, proximity within touching range. I noticed all the scars and bruises she had on the her skin that used to be so delicate..

When I asked her why she was hurt so badly.

She answered. "My child, all this time, I was protecting you. The people you have offended threw rocks at you, and I didn't want you to get hurt. I blocked the path of the rocks. I took the onslaught of attacks for you."

My knees touched the ground at that instant. Weeping, I knew the love my mother had for me.

I finally understood why she was always behind me, never beside me.





A dream I had.
I can't put it into words.
Moved to tears.

Thank God for mothers.

Another time wasting quiz

1.Single,taken or crushing?
Single and CRUSHING SO BADLY. (:

2.Are u happy with ur life?
WHY OF COURSE. Life's great!

3.When you meet the right person, would u fall in love with him fast?
Yes, but whether or not I'll wna date him FAST, it's another whole story.

4.Have u ever had ur heart broken?
HMM. Not really. Does my dad breaking my heart count?

5.Do u believe that there are certain circumstances when cheating is acceptable?
Haha. NEVER! But I do cheat. I'm sucha bad catholic. -hides face.

6.Would u ever take back someone who cheated on u?
IF I LOVE HIM TO THE MAX.

7.Have u talked about marriage with another before?
Yes.

8.Do u want children?
(: I LOVE CHILDREN.

9.How many?
FIVE KIDS! Four boys and One girl (:

10.Would u consider adoption?
Yes. Only if our reproductive cells encounter a prob or something like that.

11.If somebody likes u now, wad do u think is the best way for him to let u know of his feelings?
Just tell me dude. But always do it in a romantic way. By folding 1000 hearts? haha. (:

12. do u enjoy getting into relationships?
NOT REALLY.

13.Be honest-what is the furthest u and ur ex did?
-

14.Do you believe in love at 1st sight?
TOTALLY.
I'm like experiencing it right now.

15.Do you believe that you can change someone?
I do, and I've changed a few.

16.Are you romantic?
I'm a corny as the corn you can find on the fields.

17.If you could get married anywhere, where would it be?
ITALY! In a cathedral.

18.Do you easily give in when you are fighting?
NOPE. I just walk off. Make the person feel bad. AND I WIN!

19.Have you ever wished you could have had someone but you messed it up?
AHA! YES. I just went through it. =s.

20.Do you have feelings for someone right now?
TOTALLY.

21.Have you ever broken a heart?
Countless ):
AWWWW.

22.If one day your best friend fell in love with the guy whom you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
GO OMG! And then not know what to do.

23.Are you missing someone now?
YES! (:

YEN HAS ASKED ME TO DO THIS. I'm supposed to stab three others. But i'm lazy (:

COUNTDOWN TO THE GRAND FINALS.

It is only 5 days away to the Grand Finals for Singapore Idol 2!

PLEASE SUPPORT JONATHAN LEONG.
THIS TIME! I PROMISE TO VOTE THRICE AS MUCH!

(:

I EXPECT HIM TO WIN!


Reasons why Jon should win.

1. He's sexy.
2. He comes as a WHOLE PACKAGE. Not lacking in the X-FACTOR which is CRITICAL for Singapore Idol finalists.
3. He loves the crowd, and the crowd loves him.
4. He makes every song he sings his. THIS IS NOT EASY!


Haha. I cant think of anymore. BUT THIS SHOULD BE GOOD ENOUGH!




AMath Carnival in 2 days time.
AMath Revision test in 1 day time.
CHIONG AMATH!

I'm quite done with Physics.
I DONT WANT A MOMENT ANY LONGER.

I hate moments.

WHAT YOU SHOULD GET FOR BULLYING MY BROTHER

All you had to do was stand outside the blood 105 classroom?
FOR BULLYING MY BROTHER.
I THINK YOU DESERVE SO MUCH WORSE THAN THAT.

What you did on thursday did not exemplify a true Josephian.
What you proved yourself to be is probably an ACS-ian.

TO THAT STUPID GUY.
HANDS OFF MY BROTHER YO.


If my brother ever gets the same treatment, I promise I'll kill you with my own two hands.



OH YES.


I received this comment today. When I was simply lazy to take off my jacket.

Person A: "EH, why you still wearing your jacket."
Person B: "Yalor, I know you want to be cool and funky right."
Weekee and I: "No la, Just lazy to take it off, besides, we're not feeling very warm"
B: "Want to be funky lah. (in at totally unacceptable tone).

FINE MANN.
KILL ME WITH ALL THOSE WORDS.

First I'm made to look like I'm a CRIMINAL.
Next I'm made to look like I'm a POSEUR.

WHAT NEXT?


OH YES.
CHLOE TOLD ME TERRIBLY SHOCKING TODAY.


____ BELIEVES THAT I ACTUALLY DATED 4 _ _ _ ____ at ONE TIME.
THANKS ALOT MANN.


SO NOW WHAT?
I'm a fucking slut?


I'm done with feeling crappy.
TMR'S A TOTALLY NEW START TO NAT FERN.

Technorati Profile

THE CRIMINAL?

THE CRIMINAL??

Everyone's making him look so innocent.

Can't anyone know what I'm going through as well?

You know what?

So what if I love another guy.

So what if I chose him over one who could love me much more.

You told me to follow my heart didn't you.

YOU DID.

AND NOW WHAT?

All your friends are making you sound like some pitiful bitch even if you dont look or sound like one.

So, I'm left in one corner.

Being ostrasized.

I'm being faulted for something I'm not guilty of.

I feel so criminal.

AND IT'S ALL YOU AND YOUR FRIENDS FAULT.

FOR MAKING YOU LOOK LIKE YOU'RE OH-SO-INNOCENT.

Yes, YOUR FRIENDS MAKE YOU.

but...

YOUR FRIENDS BREAK ME.

THEY ALWAYS GO "He Cares".

Sometimes, I want to go "I DONT CARE!"

I love another one.
THIS IS SO COMPLICATING.

OK PEOPLE.

If you said all this happened too fast.

FINE! I GIVE UP! TAKE IT AS THOUGH I WAS PLAYER.

I'm a bloody player. YES.

Call me a player if you must.

I know deep down inside I'm the truest persone you can ever find.

FUCK IT.

ALL YOU IDIOTS OUT THERE.

CAUSING ME ALL THE UNNECESSARY EMOTION.

Hey kids. Don't get yourself involved in love.

If you happen to like a guy, and you've liked him for more than two years.

He's probably the FIRST ONE YOU should get attached to.

FOLLOW YOUR HEARTS KIDS.

I LOVE YOU.

I know you do love me too.

Why is it all unspoken?

I'd wait eternity for you.

EVEN IF YOU DONT...

WHO CARES.

I think I just got myself into a mess.

UNI FEES

Many of my friends are taking A levels now, and a lot of them are like.
"I don't know which university I want to go. What if the course I want to take doesn't have enough places?"


This hit me quite hard. They are loaded with money. YEPPS. And they can just slack off and still get fed.

And well, I can say that I'm a lot better off than Keith. Only because I'm a older than him, and he'll enter university FOUR WHOLE years later than me. That would mean, I dont have to work for my tuition fees.
And MY BRO? What happens if my parents don't have the cash?

SHIT. I'm not even done with my Os.
And my thoughts are drifting. Well done Nat.


OH YES,
Can anyone sms me BY TONIGHT.
If they want to go for the Singapore Idol Recording TMR!
It's TMR PEOPLE!

Yepps. 6.45pm.
SMS. OR GIVE ME A CALL.

If I don't want to give you the ticket, ( I CAN DO THAT)
It means I'm being bitchy, and I'm having my very regular mood swings.

Thank You and God Bless.

Church from 3pm to 8pm.
I woke up at 1.30pm. And it's 1.25am now. LOOK at how long I've spent in church.
MORE THAN HALF A DAY.

I'm not attempting to sleep tonight.
Because I left my phone in church, and I NEED TO GET IT BACK FIRST THING IN THE MORNING AT 6am.

NAT! DONT SLEEP.





OH YES.
And I've something to say.


WHEN YOUR PARENTS SAY YOU'RE UGLY, THEY DON'T MEAN IT.



Here's some really cool edition Ian did.
Before and After.
TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH IT.



Some shot from a cathedral in Perth. (:

Newspaper Article by Edward Choy

June 27, 2005
The sky won't fall down even if we don't care
By Edward Choy

WE'VE heard it all before: Young people in Singapore just don't care. But
how bad is this thing called apathy, really? I don't care. Not a bit. Not at
all, in fact.

Nope, the sky's still there. Whether we care about politics, or the
economic situation, or the state of the arts, or the incidence of HIV infection
- life goes on.

You go to school, you work, you go out, you go home, you watch TV, you
sleep. You pay your bills, you pay your loans, you pay your taxes, you check
your CPF account and wonder if you'll ever have the $2.3 million you need to
retire.

For men, our enlightening experience of 2 1/2 years in green makes us
believe we know how our country really works. That knowledge serves us well
through the rest of our lives on our little patch of green in the South China
Sea. So well, in fact, we pooh-pooh any suggestion from the other half of the
population that may run contrary to our 'insider knowledge'.

That said, if you think we're pathetic (as opposed to just apathetic),
take a look at the folks on the opposite side of the planet. They're so sick of
the War on Terror, they would rather sit and watch people waiting for a verdict
on a man whose skin colour is best described as 'peroxide'.

Let's face it, most of us are sick of all the nonsense that's supposed
to constitute the real world today. If I want to let my brains rot while I stew
in my favourite chair before banal and ultimately worthless images, there's
nothing anyone can really do about it.

Even if I did care - I'm really not sure anyone would give a
hoot.

The writer is a postgraduate theatre studies student at the
National University of Singapore.

THIS GUY IS CUTE!
Haha, he's on the third row, second column.
CLICK HERE!

Drama. THE PASSION

I've been staring at this screen for over an hour.
Just thinking about what I have done.

Just exactly... WHAT HAVE I DONE?

I get vulgar over the slightest reasons.
I can't control my anger enough.
And what seems to mean nothing to me might seem to mean everything to another person.


Had drama today. SUPER FUN!
I LOVE DANNY JOW! (: BEST TRAINER EVER!
Well, I'm seriously considering pursuing drama. It's just so...
Expressive.

Shall spend all my money on drama and drama alone. (:
I mean, JON NEEDS MONEY TOO. HIS VOTES ARE EXPENSIVE!


OH YES!
Jonathan Leong is in!
Beatrice, this sec two prefect, came to my class yesterday during chinese period looking for me.
For a moment, I thought I committed a crime or something, for being NEARLY late for school. Turns out that she's JON LEONG'S COUSIN!! And she knows that I LOVE HIM!
She gave me a Jon Leong badge! (:
FAINTS FAINTS FAINTS.
JON IS GOING TO THE FINALS!
Thank you all who have voted for him. Especially Ian, I NEVER THOUGHT YOU WOULD HAVE VOTED.
OH YES, Edwin too.
I SWEAR, I'll save up after all this voting stuff is done.


HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARCUS!

All september babies
10 Sept: EUGENE
14 Sept: JEANNE
15 Sept: MARCUS
18 Sept: GRACIE
24 Sept: JOAVAN


Hello hello.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY.


And goodbye goodbye.
Nat is out.

I'm GOING BACK TO AMPLIFY TODAY! (:

Comfort Taxi Experience

I got back from school, awaiting Eugene Lee's sms.
I was waiting for him to tell me where to meet him so that I could retrieve that wonderful Singapore Idol ticket.

-zzz- -zzz- My phone vibrated. It was a call from HIM!
And so, I rushed down to City Hall to collect that piece of paper which meant a lot to me.


I was at Raffles Place, thinking about HOW THE HELL WAS I SUPPOSED TO GET TO CALDECOTT HILL.
I didn't even know it was near my school until last night.
I looked around, hoping I could find someone who looked familiar so that I could ask for a "TOMPANG".
But hey! What were the chances of me, a young kid, meeting someone who could drive at Raffles City mann.

So I looked for alternative sources. A CAB I THOUGHT! Thanks to Eugene's influence. He's some cab person mann. Takes cabs ALL THE TIME.

Me, being the lucky NAT I am, I got a cab in less than 10 seconds. I hopped onto the cab, and the first thing the taxi driver said was, "blahablejakldfadlfe" some Malay thing. But I'm guessing it was, (in English) 'where you headed to?'

I decided to pull a little prank on him, and I spoke in an English accent, since I can pull it off the best. And YES! The stupid taxi driver fell for it. I went, "Sorry, but I dont speak Malay."
He tried SO HARD, (I could actually hear him struggling) to speak to me in the same tone. It was rather hilarious. He ended up speaking to me like some HONGKEE (sorry, no offence).

And anyhow, I managed to get myself engaged in a conversation with him. And he's actually very polite. He even said, "I'll try my very best to get you to the MediaCorp station in time".
Me: "Don't worry, I have complete trust in Singapore's Taixs."
Taxi Driver: "AHA. But I'm not trusting the traffic now."

Right, so... The total fare for the taxi ride was $10.30. But guess what the uncle said.
"Since you're a visitor to Singapore, $10 will do."
"HEY, THANKS ALOT. I'll NEVER FORGET THIS HOLIDAY!"


WAH.
How come, only when you are a foreigner, the service given to you IS THE BEST.
When the service providers know you're a SINGAPOREAN, they treat you like crap.

LESSON LEARNT.
Try to act like a foreigner wherever you go.
Don't care you dont look like one. JUST SOUND LIKE ONE.

Poem

Sitting down
I think of the word and
What it is turning into.
No more time for yourself
Nat.

The good has always stayed,
But will the bad be strong enough?
Strong enough to even destroy my
principles in life.
It is a barrier that I have to keep
strong and undamaged, for even
the slightest exposure of this barrier
might crumble it to pieces.

I need to up my defence, for it is becoming
Weaker.
So weak until I become vulnerable
To anything.
Even the wind.
It has blown me away.
Yet
Like a flower bending in a breeze,
I'm utterly swayed by the charm of the wind.


Nothing was ever said
Yet the TWO knew
What love they had between them.
Unspoken mutual exchange,
The both of them gave up almost anything
for each other.

One waited too long,
gave the other up. Just at that time,
the wait other.
Then, role reversal, the other was
waiting for the one now.

Sitting almost the closest, words were
meant to be said. Nothing ever came out
from those tender lips of yours.
WHY?
Only the chemistry can explain why.

SINGAPORE IDOL LIVE!

Eugene ROCKS! And I can't deny that fact!

He actually took the effort to meet me at City Hall and pass me the ticket.
I was quite reluctant to go at first because I would be sitting alone.

ALAS! I went there, and seated at the same row as me was GALEN! Haha, it was my first time meeting him.. However, it seemed as though I've known him my ENTIRE LIFE.


THANK YOU EUGENE!
I REALLY LOVED THE SHOW. Wahaha. (:

Oh, and I didn't hug gurmit or JON ): AWWW MANN.

And he claims this is PART ONE of my birthday present. Wonder what comes next?
Cake in the face?



LOVE YOU!

SINGAPORE IDOL AGAIN!

LISTEN!

I might be watching Singapore Idol LIVE TONIGHT!

And not only that. I WANT TO HEAR JON LEONG SING. (:

MY LOVE.
HAIL JON LEONG FOR THIS SEASON.


I hope I do go. (:

Melting into a puddle of Nathalie..


THANK YOU.




OH YES, I need help with macromedia flash...
Computer Idiot needs Prince Computer Geek to save her.
HELP ME.



Truth is. I never got over you.
2 years and couning.

SINGAPORE IDOL

AHH!

________________ GOT TICKETS FOR THE SINGAPORE IDOL RESULTS SHOW THIS COMING THURSDAY!

I'm so not jealous.


COOL IT NAT.

It's just stacie and JON LEONG.

CHILL.

LADIES

OH YES. Before I start on my topic on what ladies can do to bring those guys in..


PLEASE GET READY TO VOTE FOR JONATHAN ON A DAILY BASIS ON WEDNESDAY NIGHT TO THURSDAY NIGHT!

PLEASE DO VOTE FOR HIM.
(:
You vote once, I promise I'll vote TWICE that amount. Just tag me or IM me.


OH YES, if you cant think of anything nice to say about me. Do my NOHARI window, pick out my bad points. There's always room for improvement. OH YES, I'm not hostile. I'm always hospitable.


K ladies. Here goes.

1. Please try to stay as hairless as possible. Quite a turn off for men to find you hairy in bed. A little is all right i suppose.

2. NEVER ask for phone sex. A complete TURN OFF.

3. Keep those boobs and booties growing. HEHE. 35 inches - 24/25 inches - 35 inches. In order: Chest - Waist - Butt.

4. Height. Tall. But please be slim. SO UNLIKE ME. Hehe. Secret to staying slim? DONT EAT.

5. Have a good fashion sense. But don't reveal too much. The more you hide, the more they WANT YOU.

6. Always be open with your thoughts. Well, I'm not sure if all men like it... BUT MAJORITY DOES. From the current poll on my blog, I can see that Pre-Marital Sex is a COMPLETE turn on. WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD!



The list goes on. Contribute if you must.

Random.

MY HUSBAND. Oh by the way. He doesn't like showing his teeth when he smiles.

I LIKE JUST FOUND OUT.

I read marcus' blog, and he STABBED whoever read this post.

I miss somebody right now.

I don't watch TV these days.

I wear glasses or contact lenses.

I love to play video games.

I've tried marijuana.

I have been in a threesome.

I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.

I believe honesty is usually the best policy.

I curse sometimes.

I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

I'm TOTALLY smart.

I've broken someone's bones.

I'm paranoid sometimes.

I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.

I need money right now.

I love sushi.

I talk really, really fast.

I have long hair.

I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.

I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.

I like the way I look.

I am usually pessimistic.

I have a lot of mood swings.

I have a hidden talent.

I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.

I have a lot of friends.

I am currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.

I enjoy talking on the phone.

I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.

I love to shop.

I would rather shop then eat.

I don't hate anyone.

I'm a pretty good dancer.

I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.

I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.

I watch MTV on a daily basis.

I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.

I've rejected someone before.

I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.

I want to have children in the future.

I have changed a diaper before.

I've called the cops on a friend before.

I'm not allergic to anything.

I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex.

I have tried alcohol before.

I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.

I own the "South Park" movie.

I would die for my best friends.

I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.

I have used my sexuality to advance my career.

I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.

Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.

I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.

I am happy at this moment.

I'm obsessed with guys.

I study for tests most of the time.

I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.

I am comfortable with who I am right now.

I have more than just my ears pierced.

I walk barefoot wherever I can.

I have jumped off a bridge.

I love sea turtles.

I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.

I'm proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.

I hate office jobs.

I love sci-fi movies.

I think water rules.

I went to college out of state.

I like sausages.

I love kisses.

I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colors.

I can't live without black eyeliner.

I don't know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.

I can't whistle.

I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.

I have ridden/owned a horse.

I still have every journal I've ever written in.

I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.

I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.

Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.

I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.

I have a tattoo.

I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.

I am a caffeine junkie.

I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.

I have been to over 15 conventions.

I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical the better.

I'm an artist.

I only clean my room when necessary.

I like a person of the same sex.

I love being happy.

I am an adrenaline junkie.

Vulgarities DO WORK

This just struck me.
Jon and I were discussing today..

Vulgarities DO WORK.

When you say. It's so warm in here. People think you're some whiney person.
And they ignore you.


When you say. It's so F***ing warm in here. People actually sit up, and try to do something for you.


HAHA.
Maybe that's why I love using vulgarities.



OH YES.

And people who smoke or drink DONT EQUATE to being pai kias.
They just have bad habits.
They are LOYAL and true to their heart.

Haha, I still dont encourage smoking.
Although I heard there were such things as cigarettes with strawberry flavour. The smoke will smell like strawberry. Banana flavour and chocolate flavour as well?

HAHA. Let's all take a puff.

ST. MICHAEL'S CARNIVAL

Church of St Michael's had a family carnival today.
I helped out with the game stalls. SO TOTALLY FUN.

I LOVE KIDS!
AND I LOVE THE KIDS WHO SUPPORTED US AND PLAYED THE LEGION'S GAME!



Had some great food. ROJAK SERVINGS WERE HUGE.




Talked to JONATHAN Sim at KFC for like one and a half hours?
Talked about all the crap in the world.
HIS STUPID DAYS IN SJI. What his class 408 would do.
Oh, and he was an ex-Patrician.
From St. Pat's to SJI. I APPLAUD YOU JON.


Hehe, I shall disclose some stupid things to do for you guys. (Go have fun during CHEMISTRY!)
Most probably will happen in SJI basing on the fact that the guys there have followed a tradition of doing crazy stuff. DRIVING THEIR TEACHERS MAD.
I can't imagine Gab Woon and I going to SJI to teach mann. HAHA.

Task ONE.
1. Empty the distilled water container, and put in an AMMONIA SALT which stinks to the crap.
2. Spray the solution onto people. Your classmates might think it's distilled water and not care. Wait till they smell it mann.
3. Spray that ammonia onto the teacher's seat. When he/she sits... WAHAHA.

Task TWO.
1. Empty all the acids from the containers that you can find on the teacher's lab table.
2. Put in water from the tap.
3. It will defintely screw up the teacher's practical.



MY LOVE FOR LEGION WILL STAY FOREVER.

BIBLE QUIZ PICTURES

OKAY, THIS WASN'T TAKEN DURING THE BIBLE QUIZ.. but Hansel wansn't TOO happy about his PREVIOUS stone-d picture.


The judges' meeting! MESSY MESSY. Sending A LOT of questions for MODERATION.



Individual Shots! FINALS.





CATHOLIC HIGH TEAM!


KC team.

Maris Stella High - 4th Placing

Catholic High School - 3rd Placing

SJI - 2nd Placing

CHIJ Toa Payoh - 1st Placing

PRIZES

CONFIRMATION PICTURES

PICTURES TAKEN AT IGNATIUS HALL!

momentos.

HANSEL! WHAT ARE YOU DOING. STONING AH.

MY FAVOURITE PASTIME LEH.

Guess what. Her name's "NATHALIE" too!!

ME struggling with Eugene. TSK TSK.

WAHH. Gabs' SO HOT!!

I ALSO WANT LEH.

EUGENE and his CUTE FACE!

(:

I LOVE THIS ONE!

my REAL husband beside me. -FAINTS.

FOCUS ON IAN! third guy.

BIBLE QUIZ 2006.

Tomorrow's the day.
Inter-Catholic Schools Archbishop's Bible Quiz 2006.

WOW.
I'm seriously excited, even though I'm not participating.
Being able to be in the sideline, and watching the teams fight their way to the top.. It's truly a rare opportunity.

I'll shall post pictures tomorrow for the Bible Quiz. HEHE, don't mind me if there's a little more SJI in the pictures. I'm a little biased ya.


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Yepps, so I went to Sam's house, and I completed a few confirmation cards.

Her mom makes pasta taste like WOW. I'll never forget the taste of her pasta.
I had BEN AND JERRY'S FOR DESSERT WITH THE FAMILY.
SHIOK.
(: FISH FOOD.


I'll be like santa claus tmr.

Birthday presents for Eugene and Marcus.
Confirmation cards for NICOLE!, Gabs and Jon Chen.



The update for the ladies will be up soon.
I promise.

Singapore Idol

JON IS IN!
OH PHEW.


I so cried when Gurmit said "after the break".
I'm crazy. YES. BUT THIS OBSESSION WITH JON STAYING IN IS DRIVING ME NUTS.

Paul Twohill is out.
PAUL
You're a performer who has earned a lot of respect, especially from me.
You are a true singer who's always standing up for what you believe in.
I SALUTE YOU PAUL.

Pre-marital Sex Part 2

Sorry if I was a little crude in one of my previous posts.
However, this is what the world is coming to.



Well, if can't stop you guys. I might as well help you.
Want to turn women on?


I got these little pieces of information from The Next Stage Academy.

1. Men must have a little hair on them.
Now now, you wouldn't want hairless men would you? LOOKS TOTALLY GAY.

2. Walk like a model.
Don't walk as if you're about to kill someone. It TOTALLY TURNS THE LADIES OFF.

3. Get that HOT BODY.
At least keep that waist down to a 32 inches and get that height up to a 183cm.

4. Get a ROUND BUTT.
"What's so good about flatless men?" my instructor asked me.
"NOTHING" he says like a bimbo.



That's all I can think of right now.

Girls, how do you keep those guys coming in and onto your bed as if there's no end? Tune in tomorrow!

Fired Up for SHINE JESUS SHINE.

Shine Jesus Shine Rally was GREAT!
I heard I was being captured on the screen singing intently.
RAWR. I didn't see myself.



Top 4 things to do when you are going for praise and worship.

1. Wear comfortable clothes, even if it means a BAND TEE SHIRT OR SHORTS.

2. Bring an umbrella. Just in case it rains.

3. BE ENERGETIC. Be ready to JUMP UP AND ABOUT. One way, Jesus!

4. AND NEVER EVER GO SHOPPING BEFORE THAT. The bulk of the goods just takes up too much space.



I BOUGHT NEW SHOES.

Warning: I'm being CRUDE

Whatever I'm saying here.. It's pertaining to pre-marital sex.


Sorry. But WHAT'S SO GREAT ABOUT SEX?

Isn't it supposed to be a gift from God?
Girls, your virginity. Once you lose it. It's GONE FOR LIFE.

Guys, please respect us girls.

FUCK.
I'm utterly pissed right now.

Yes, sex must feel good. But, WHAT HAPPENS AFTER THAT?
Won't the whole world be crashing down against you?
Won't you feel that you just committed the bigest crime ever?
Don't tell me you won't know. BECAUSE. I BET HALF OF YOU READING THIS HAVE GONE PAST THAT STAGE and HAVE BECOME IMMUNE TO THAT GUILT.

If you don't give a fuck about keeping virgin,
THEN I URGE YOU.. GO ONTO THE STREETS.
PICK UP A GUY. FUCK HIM. SCREW HIM UP SIDE DOWN.
Lose your virginity, earn some street cred.
Gain that title of being a SLUT.
Want to be a HIGH-CLASS SLUT? Easy, go screw a smart, rich, hot guy.

Seriously, guys like that. THEY AREN'T WORTH YOUR TIME.
Fuck the world. What's up with them.
Not as if sex is everything.
It isn't. You don't prove your love with sex.
You obviously don't prove you're being smart by having sex with some guy that you probably won't spend you life with.


Guys. Sorry if i'm putting you in a bad light.
But you definitely have gotta get a life.
Of course not all guys are like that.

You want your wives to be a virgin?
WHY DON'T YOU STAY ONE YOURSELF?

And you guys want to get the best wives for yourselves. You want to wake up to a girl WHO IS ENTIRELY YOURS.
Yes, WE ARE CAPABLE OF THAT. ARE YOU?
Mistresses, haha. I have no comments on that.

True that the previous week's Sunday Readings said that wives must submit to their husbands completely, BUT I FEEL that LOVE?? It's a two way thing.

You gotta give. You gotta take.
Dont lose it like that people.
Don't give in to temptation.
God loves you. He created you. And you are his HOLY TEMPLE.
PLEASE DONT MISUSE IT.





This is an entirely crapped up post.
FUCK. I DNO WHAT I'M DRIVING AT.

Psalms. Keep the love going for LCC.

I'm singing the responsorial psalm next week!!


Went back to choir today.
I realised how much I belonged there.

LOVE YOU CHOIR.
Lumen Christi Chorus.. Even if you are the.
Low Class Choir, I STILL LOVE YOU.



I want to hold on to you and never let go.
But everything doesn't last.
Haha, but love is eternal isn't it. GREAT.

10 THINGS I'LL DIE WITHOUT

Just came back from the old folks home, and while I was on the bus.
I thought about the 10 things I can't do without.


1. God (:


2. My Brother and Mother. (:


3. My Boyfriend. (:


4. Elvie and Sam. (: THEY ARE SO TOTALLY HOT.




5. THIS LAPTOP OF MINE.



6. Music. (includes singing and my instruments)



7. Dance.



8. My phone. Trusty N6610i. It survived at 4 storey fall before (:



9. Work. Believe it or not.. WORK


10. Sports.

Picture Addition for Teachers' Day

Ten Rules to Live and Love By

Ten Rules to Live and Love By
From the Oprah Winfrey Official Website


1. Seeing your partner through the lens of love rather than fear automatically elevates the relationship to a higher plane. When you can get quiet and note when you are projecting fear, you can make the adjustment to see through a different filter. So often we feel indignant or incensed, but upon closer inspection we will find that we are really afraid. Once we assume our partner's core goodness rather than focusing on their "guilt," they will be more free to show us their best, which accelerates the process of shifting our perspective from one of blame and anxiety to one of acceptance and peace.

2. Being willing to forgive yourself and your partner, and to make amends when necessary is an ongoing process of cleanup. We all make mistakes; it's human. But when we hold fast to a grudge it eats away at our sense of peace and serenity. If you aren't willing to forgive, you might ask yourself what habit of ego you're attached to. Do you want to continue life with unresolved issues hanging over you?When we take a stand and refuse to let go of something, we can always find evidence to justify it.
Or we can try to make peace. Instead of blaming or making excuses, we can clean things up and move forward. This is not an excuse for staying in a dysfunctional situation, but an opportunity to see innocence. Once we do that, we gain—or give—freedom to move out of a "stuck" place.

3. Relaxing when times get tough; assuming that "this too shall pass" allows you to roll with the punches. If you know things will inevitably arise to challenge you, you can be more detached when they do. Problems become worse when we dig in our heels and try to force a solution. By relaxing into whatever struggle arises, we remain flexible and open to inspiration and insight.Even if you have a hard time letting go, you can at least observe yourself taking things very seriously, which in itself helps to detach you from the experience of anxiety. Whatever is happening now won't be happening a year from now, so just keep breathing through the situation and see if you can take things a little less seriously.

4. Seeing in the dynamic of the relationship the reflection of what you need to learn helps bring you back to what is important. Sometimes we get lost in the chatter of day-to-day patterns and lose sight of the soul's mandate to bring us closer to realizing our Oneness. The best way to see where we need to work on things is to observe who we are and what we do within the context of a relationship. Any time you recognize your impulse to create distance rather than intimacy, you can make the adjustment and get back on track.This relationship, as with all relationships, is part of a curriculum to evolve into our highest potential. We come to know ourselves by how we interact with our partner, and by so doing we come to know Spirit.

5. When you don't know how to handle a problem, pray and meditate, surrendering the decisions to Spirit
Praying and meditating aligns your limited energy with that which is all-powerful. Of course we don’t have all the answers, but by consigning our limitations to our Higher Power, our burden is lifted. We need to be accountable for our words and actions and be willing to work through where we are stuck. We need to stay present and forgive. Beyond that, our creative power is fueled by Spirit. By praying, we ask for help and guidance; by meditating we clear our minds so that the answer will become apparent. By moving aside, we create an opening for God to work miracles in ways we could never imagine.


6. Honoring your partner's path and allow them the space to find their own way sends a clear message of respect. People need to work things out in their own manner and in their own time. If you try to help where help is not requested, you are signaling your lack of belief in your partner. If you back off and assume someone is strong and intelligent, strength and intelligence are what they will likely find.Although we are all on this path of realization and expansion together, each of us is unique in our lessons to be learned; the way you do something might be totally different than how someone else needs to process a situation. Rest assured that Spirit is at work in all of our lives, and give yourself a rest from overseeing your partner's personal business.

7. Keeping up your personal growth work means you will keep your mind sharp and your awareness keen. Read, study, and attend lectures; don't rest on the laurels of what you think you already know. The moment we think we have it all figured out is the moment things will come crashing down around us. Arrogance leaves no room for intimacy or growth, and is certainly not part of a spiritual curriculum. When you immerse yourself in learning, you will always have new skills and interests to apply to a relationship, and thus the relationship will always feel fresh and relevant.

8. Following the path of your own creativity keeps you attuned to that which moves and inspires you. As you indulge your creative side, you become less dependent on your partner to feel whole. Creative energy is the force that breaks new ground. To sustain love, we need to continually fuel whatever inspires us on the deepest level. Also, creativity balances out the egoic and intellectual side of life; it teaches us to play and have fun. When we engage our passions, we radiate passionate energy and thus maintain the interest of our partner as well as having your own sense of fulfillment.

9. Staying present keeps us in the moment which is where life is. Life does not exist in future predictions or past grievances; all we have for sure is right here and right now. Every moment teaches us something, and if we are busily trying to change or control something we miss the grace intended for us.By allowing the sacred mystery to unfold without trying to tamper with it, we can move through anything with much more ease and simplicity. As we cease resisting, any so-called negative situation or emotion will have the space to work out. And by the same token, when we are completely alert and aware in any given moment, we are open to the subtle miracles happening all around us. By staying present, we will see our partner for who they are; we will hear clearly their communication and respond to it astutely.

10. Being grateful for what you have zeros in on what is working, which in turn magnetises more of the same. Where you put your focus is where you direct your creative intention; so if you want abundance, be grateful for the vitality you have now. If you want a soulful relationship, be grateful for the soulful moments. Gratitude is like a seed you plant; it grows more as it is watered and nourished. Show your partner what you appreciate in them and let them know that they have a positive effect in your life. The acknowledgement of good will call forth more of the same.



SO TRUE.